Jujur !!!! Aku gak tahu kenapa aku masih memikirkannya ..
kenapa perasaan ini masih sama ..
walaupun hati ini terasa sakit ,, namun perasaan ini tak bisa hilang ..
seberapa besar aku mencoba melupakan perasaan ini bahkan mencoba melupakan seseorang yang pernah menjadi bagian dalam cerita hidupku ,, tetap saja hasilnya NIHIL !!!!!!
dan walaupun aku tahu semua ini hanya akan semakin menyiksaku ,, tapi apa yang bisa ku lakukan .. ??
hanya menunggu sang waktu -yang entah kapan- akan menghapuskan semua memori q tentangnya ,, mungkinkah itu .. ??? kecuali jika aku amnesia ..
dan akhirnya cinta ini benar-benar membunuhku ,,
aku merindukannya ..
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When i let you walk away tonight Without a word
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, oh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I’d tell you this
Keeping it inside it’s killing me
Cause all I ever wanted, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I’m inconsolable
I can see the edge but I can’t take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can’t I make the call
Maybe ’cause I know you’ll always be with me
In the possibility (oh)
Keeping it inside it’s killing me
Cause all I ever wanted, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I’m inconsolable (oh, no no)
I just wanna let you know
That everything that I hold in
‘Cause everything that I can’t let go (I can’t let go, yeah)
Keeping it inside it’s killing me
Cause all I ever wanted, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I’m inconsolable, oh no
I don’t want to waste another day
Baby, I would tell you every time you leave
I’m inconsolable





